you never stop to think about the luxuries of having slumber parties or less fancy, dramatic sleepovers. you take it for granted. and than after you get diagnosed with something such as lupus, your world changes. you can be ill for months, fine for days and go back into a flare up for several more months. so sleepovers are few and far apart for me now, and as im writing this late at night with my best friend sleeping on a pull-out mattress by the foot of my bed, i wonder, is this going to be more rare than often? am i doomed to have an anti-social lonely life in high school? i mean i want to concentrate on good grades and such, but i do want friends and sleepovers and times to hang out. i don't want to be a spinster or anything.
i am worrying for nothing, i realize, i am only thirteen. i have a whole lot of time before i should be worrying when my schedule is full or not. and when im an adult, a full schedule will seem like hell and a minute of free time will be cherished, right now its just backwards for me because im a kid, a mere teenager. got to go, i think im annoying my friend into exhaustion.....more to come....please keep reading my blogs......
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